something to say

sometimes you think about several things with a filter, like you cannot alow yourself thinking "the full way", instead you block your mind, let the filter work and that thought get absolutely uselee.

those pieces of thoughts you block, gather in the most silent way 'til you break down and need to fell miserable for a while

and then you do feel miserable, and think of that and forget the fact you never never were going to be able to actually cope with them.

a pice of advice: unleash the thoughts, release the feelings and alow yourself to feel the full way. i know what i say, i'm kinda experienced in that particular issue of thinking'n'blocking shit.

i remember so many things, the good and the bad -kinda most of the time-, and ask myself why it was not meant to happen, this "coming and going" thing.

and wish sometimes you were here

like you used to

(no entendere nada de todo esto mañana, se los puedo asegurar)